Social Suicide

Success of the future is on your hand, its a big task so you knew like you have to commit this thing to yourself, to make the action better for them.. like you are the one who is responsible for their life.
like type .

is this a social suicide for me,, that they make take the floor to bring you down and after everything you have been work to will be wasted in just a matter of time. then there will be this wonderful thing that happens and you are left out.
Define your life, thoughts of your goals to save the future of your self.
now all you have to do is show your worth to make everything fine, but how can you do this if you don't know what is wrong to you.

Then what will happen o you after all of this.. nothing.. you are leave with nothing...
Not doing thus to my ow will.
need to rewrite my life but how ca i do this ?
i have more gratitude for what i have but more disappointment on how i live my life.
then this will be the road that i may be will never be fond of what ia have done for my life.

now this may br useless to you but this may be my final row... the bow of ending.. the final breath.

The Fall

A time stopper event of the year.
I fall... I fall from the tip of a cleft on the highest mountain I've ever been.
I fall... I fall on this tallest thing I could see in my life.
I fall... I fall on every challenge on this life.
I fall.. for the wrong side of this mountain...

I see my life flashback.. and I see nothing..
I see my the sky above me.. like taking everything but i feel nothing.

I fall in my life. I make the worst things.
I fall... 

Road to Journey

Traveling is one of my favorite thing to do.

Its feeds me with good memories and feelings.

every new location feeds you feeling of blissful.

every new place you see, made you feel happy.

sharing this with people, is like taking them with you.

one of the best travel I have is taking far back then, 

Manila, Philippines - May 4, 2012 first trip far away from home.

like traveling from different space to another.

as a provincial born... every dream is to travel going to Metro.

Yes, its true... that place is spectacular...

is different lifestyle, different mood, different people.

yest this place is not for me... for some of my friends enjoyed their stay their.

but for me.. its feels not.
night adventure is my favorite thing.. traveling to places in dark road..
scaring yourselves to the point of creating night mood.
then you can share your thoughts to the dark view from the car window.
Might get you to the place on time, or maybe late.

Crossing cars... lights that strike you, winking on you...
scaring all the things that you make to serve as a training road for your travel.

but this journey maybe end soon...
like your life to make you say "its worth the trip"

Downtown Media

Flashing camera, shouting peoples, echoed name calling… 

running security to protect you and keep you safe.

Media is now the most powerful source of information. 

Creating identity and story to self-shared to the world.

Some of this good for you... 

but most of the time it’s scared you to the point that you need to lie even on yourself your all-about.

This media is getting into you...
lie like a virus spreading on your body, 

its feels your weak and vulnerable.

Now the people around you is like a worst things to talk to… 

you’re getting all the attention behind this small monitor that reflects your soul...

Noble people used to write what they fell and share it on printed paper,

but with this technology this are somewhat useless to the new generation.

It’s so sad to feel it this way to ruin everything that they have made to make this possible.

Now this will change everything even me, and you.

Downtown Media - October 29, 2018